Suicide.
Look it up on Google and
you'll get the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (that's Lifeline
not hotline). I don't know if it works or not since I didn't bother
calling it.
There
will be a list of links, telling you what to do if you or someone you
know is "in danger of killing or harming themselves" and
most likely those sites will tell you to dial 9-1-1 or seek a medical
professional immediately, in which case, say goodbye to your life,
you'll be locked up and stigmatized forever.
Try
looking up Suicide Groups and you'll find help for survivors of
suicide, or rather family and friends left behind from those who've
committed suicide, since it's now too late to help those who are
dead. I'm guessing those who are dead now didn't bother to call the
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline or 9-1-1 or seek professional
medical help so they could get locked up.
I
tried looking up a suicide group in my area but was very
disappointed. Most links are out of date or based out of the U.S..
Other places offer suicide groups conveniently located right inside a
medical facility, in case a person in those support groups loses
their shit, they can easily transport them and lock them up, no
problem.
So
I guess the point I'm trying to make here is that a lot of people
will tell you, "Get Help!" but they won't help you (at
least they don't want
to do it), and those that claim they want to help you end up harming
you in the long run: after they've locked you up, deemed you unfit
for society, put it on your permanent record
that you're a danger to society, labeled you with all kinds of stupid
psychological mumbo jumbo from their DSM whatever version is
available, then put you deep into debt with hospital bills, endless
psychological tests, etc., and if you ever manage to recover from
that without losing your marbles and live A NORMAL
LIFE!... well, I guess
you weren't that suicidal to begin with.
The
people that really need help don't get it and when they try, it's
useless. By that time it's too late. The damage is done. All that's
left is those suicide support groups for the families... those too
self-absorbed or oblivious to understand why their family member
killed themselves.
Yeah,
I had a really shitty day today, caused by other people who shouldn’t
have treated me like shit. All I wanted to do was perform normal
daily routines of living: go to the bank, get some books from the
library. That was it. Was I allowed to do this? No.
I
went to the bank, was denied entry by some witless security guard who
mumbled something at me, claiming the bank was closed for some reason
when it was not (Bank of America will lose my money now). I left,
absolutely perturbed and disgruntled at the stupid bank which refused
my $80 I was going to deposit there.
Next
I went to the library, and when I told them I didn't have a library
card there 'cause I just moved they treated me like I was some
foreign terrorist out to rob them of all their books. They demanded
my address be properly labeled on my driver's license (which is from
another city, where I used
to live) and another form of I.D., preferably a utility bill, proving
that I can pay my bills. WHAT THE HELL?! I walked out and said I was
going to Barnes & Noble instead. I can see why our libraries are
failing.
On
my way to Barnes & Noble I got into an accident. I fear my car is
totaled. Now I have no transportation, no way to get to work or
school without using public transportation (which employers will use
against you to NOT HIRE YOU). So, in one day I've lost most of my
life already. Yeah, it was a pretty shitty day and it's getting worse
along the way.
You
think I'm going to bother to call some bullshit number and listen to
some college dipshit pretend to care about me and my problems? I
don't think so. I'm not going to any hospital or care
facility either.
So
much for getting help.
