Saturday, August 29, 2015

Spirit of the Night

Last night I took the cable car from work.

It was foggy and in the distance Coit Tower was shrouded in mist. I felt the droplets of moisture on my sandaled feet, wondering if I could stand the dreary winter that awaited me in San Francisco.

Finally, loaded with tourists, the cable car started its noisy and rickety travel through the streets, following the Powell/Mason route. Every once in a while the car would stop at an intersection and I made a mental note about how to get off if I needed to.

Two men (always men, never women) ran the car -- one to control the cable car, another acting as conductor and to signal stops and go-aheads. The fare for one-way was $7.00 but I had my Clipper card which was scanned by the conductor.

Foreigners in the cable car from other countries spoke in their own language (I guessed from Europe or maybe Scandinavia somewhere). A couple next to me sat while the man told his girlfriend of all the places that had changed on the route since he last lived around North Beach area.

He pointed to a house guarded by a stone entryway with wooded steps leading up to the lofty residence. "I almost got a cottage there for $2,600." He said to her.

I suppose with the current rent situation that was considered cheap. My friend had a cottage in Cohasset for around $400. More than six times this rent, a similar space in North Beach, San Francisco was available, surrounded by "spectacular views". I don't think I could ever afford such a place and by the time I'm older (if I'm ever retired), it would probably go for $6,000 or more. I've already seen rent that high here.

Taking the cable car is a different experience than the bus or walking. I was sitting out in the open facing the side where one unfortunate slip could gravely injure me. I remember my Grandfather saying how treacherous the cable cars used to be back in his day when he worked in San Francisco.

"A woman was killed..." he said, "... ran over by the car. She didn't survive. Terrible, just terrible." Grandma heard this and shook her head.

On a lighter note, Grandpa told another story, about a friend who had some trouble with the cable car. The conductor told him to sign his name on the card -- and then (to his friend's shock), on the back of the card was a release note -- saying the cable car was not responsible for damages!

San Francisco has always been a shady town, grown up from gambling, prostitution and the false prospect of gold.

I nervously awaited my turn to get off -- what if the cable car didn't stop? But somehow I managed when the car stopped for other passengers to get on.

I walked along the street, seeing the tall skyscrapers covered in fog, obscuring the bright orange lights. Past Joice street I walked then had the urge to go down a deserted alleyway, surrounded by mist and shadows. I looked up into the night sky, watching foggy clouds brush by a full moon.

"So that was it," I thought, "It's the full moon calling out to me in the city shrouded by mist." I couldn't resist the urge to stay out all night. I wanted to, I really did. "Here I am in San Francisco, on this beautiful night, the last full moon of the summer and I'm throwing it away..." But sometimes you can't give in to what you want. I had just gotten over being sick and needed to conserve my energy.

I walked home.

Then suddenly, a black homeless man came out of the alleyway. I couldn't hear all he said as he mumbled a phrase (perhaps in another language?).

"The spirit," I heard him say at last, "It's the spirit..."

What he meant by that I'm not sure. Possibly it was the night, the spirit of the night.